Ok, Im going back to school on monday, back to twss, and go to sec5 . I cant make it to poly and ... ... whatever it is, its a fact that I am unable to enter poly and I had to go back to sec5. I gonna get a good cert and enter a course that I want.
Im afraid that I will miss all my chrysler classmates when Im in the classroom. Like weechuan whom I also siao around with and the one who provide tibits. Huimin, whom I also go to school with. Yiting, whom I alway tio shoot with. Weihao, whom I alway turned to when I hav doubts in maths qns and the one who provide chocolate. Tricia and nabilah, whom I alway go down to art lesson with. Afiqah and raihannah, whom I alway laughed with. Sonia,mazdi,zulk,alif... ... all of them ! one more one more, and also tao guang, ( see i really put ur name big big, so u owe me one sweesen earthquake!) whom i always sit cab with.
I will be like alone. I hate to be alone. Huimin and weechuan know me well. When I go to the toilet or whatever, I will drag either one of them. I really hate to be alone =( but well, at least I still have my jasmine =] yvette they all. Yeah. So it wont be like totally only myself. If i didnt get into jasmine class, I still have youxiang and huiyi in the class next door. haha.
I have to like attend chinese, eng, math, amath, sci, art and pe lesson again ! ART AND PE. Omg. I hate that. Art =.=" Nafa Test =.="
Haiish. gonna work damn hard this year. Weechuan waiting for me in RP, weihao,huimin,afiqah waiting for me in NP. Huiqi waiting for me in PJC. But huiqi, haha, i wont go to pjc. Dont cry when you didnt see me in pjc nxt year hor. haha.
One year will passby fast? or the ticking of the clocks will tick very slow?
I told myself that Im not going to cry.
I will miss out alot of gathering with chrysler too =(
I gonna tie up my hair, wakup early in the morning, squeeze up the bus, wear sch uniform... ... ... ... ... ... ...
&
yes, TAN SHER LEE, you can do it !!!!!! & I will always be a part of chrysler =DD
Everyone just move on,
& Im stuck in secondary school.
But come whatever obstacles it is,
I will still move on ..
continue with my path
& I will catch up one day.
I know you are avoiding me,
I know you sort of look down on me,
I know everything unless Im wrong.
I am giving up. Its no use clinging on to it.
no use clining on to something that will not come true.
Yeah. Be realistic.
Im gonna SMILE =]
Be the happy mehmeh that wc wants to see =]
*My awful smile =.=*
