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Ok, hmm.. the post below is type by someone else
and I really hope that you will feel happier
by venting out thru this way
=]
And, I dont need anyone to ask me,
what had happen?
who it was?
I dont need any questions to be ask by anyone of you.
Either you Skip this post ,read it and forget it or just shut up .
Just keep the comments to yourself.
Thanks.
What a torment :(
If you do not understand what I am typing about then you may just skip this post.
Currently in a depressed+stressed mood. For this past few weeks, several things had happened and true enough I CANT TAKE IT due to the over load of stuffs...
Lately someone fell very sick and when I got the news from ... that it is incurable. This news really came as a ... (cant descrive the feeling). IS INCURABLE INCURABLE!!! Why must it happen? WHY?! She is a strong person, I should say. She has been taking good care of her health but why still this happen?
Thinking back, things have really changed alot. Before she was diagnosed with this disease, she can walk, going out with her friends and stuffs, but now it is completely different. Just by walking a few steps, ... will feel exhausted and no energy. Looking at her swollen legs and her health, uncontrobally, tears began to trickle down my cheeks. But of course, I cannot do this things in front of her as she does not want to see it too. "Even a person who knows how to take good care of his/her health can also been diagnosed with this disease" a quote from my mum. I totally agree with this line.
Next, is between parents. Sometimes, I just really cant stand it when they fought. Regardless of trivial or major matters, they also fought. Perhaps to you all, it may be none of your business but I am just venting out my feelings now. Really. How I wish I can just go to the beach NOW and shout out my feelings out and the echoes will just penetrates the clouds and disappear into the sky. Nevermind, I will stop typing about this thing.
The other thing I really CANT STAND IT! SOME just think that it is so easy being that. DO YOU THINK I WANNA DO THAT?! DO YOU THINK SO?! Totally regret on agreeing on being that. Totally. Sometimes, I just think I am a failure.
Lastly, IF YOU WANT ME TO RESPECT YOU, THEN YOU BETTER RESPECT ME AND THE OTHERS FIRST! Now, just dont feel like addressing you whenever I see you, just make my blood boil. Of course, as for some of your deeds, I knew it. DAMN YOU, FUCK YOU (sorry for the vulgarity) !
Okay, guess I have vent out part of my feelings le ba. For those who has patiently view this post, thanks alot : ) and all the best for tml's English prelim. GAMBATEH ! GOGOGO!